December 2009
“You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the...”
– One Tree Hill
well, i think i may have just figured out my future. sorry chattanooga, but my dreams just got a lot bigger than you.
“i am not here to make you better. i am not here to be your dream. let go of this...”
i wanted you to know that i love the way you...
i want to hold you high and steal your pain away.
instead of making a new year’s resolution that i won’t keep this year, i think i’ll write everything i’m thinking right now down. this way i can see how much i’ve grown in a year. or possibly how much i haven’t grown at all. let’s hope for the best.
well,
that was ridiculously weird and unsettling.
list.
1. never settle.
2. never give up on anyone.
currently, i am absolutely terrified of wasting my life. or wasting my time forgetting to live for God in every single moment. Not just the moments that I remember, but for every moment, because every moment counts. i have to stop waiting for the things in life that I can do now. what am i waiting for? what are we waiting for?
when you come back down
you gotta leave me now. you gotta go alone. you gotta chase your dream, one that’s all your own before it slips away. when you’re flying high, take my heart along. i’ll be the harmony to every lonely song that you learn to play. when you’re soaring through the air, i’ll be your solid ground. take every chance you dare. i’ll still be there when you come back...
i managed to buy 13 new CDs today.
my poor little ipod ran out of room.
i never wanted to have to uncheck the little boxes next to songs, but today is the day in which i lose that battle.
merry christmas eve :)
so exciting!
this will always be my favorite switchfoot song....
Oh, so sad! I haven’t even heard the soundtrack, people just keep telling me to get the movie. Sad day.
mandiatrain:
i wholeheartedly agree just get the soundtrack.
kelsadee:
erinsimcox:
note to self:
Rent “Once” after Christmas.
Don’t do it! The soundtrack may be beautiful, but the movie was a catastrophe. And this is coming from the girl who can appreciate a good indie film.
note to self:
Rent “Once” after Christmas.
and aren't you glad?
i’m glad we finally talked.
i’m glad we are doing what we really love to do.
i’m glad we are actually pretty decent at it.
i’m glad we are okay.
i’m glad we are friends.
i’m glad we can cheer eachother up.
i’m glad we can be honest.
i’m glad we don’t care about certain things.
i’m glad we don’t realize our own strength.
...
i can't feel anything at all.
i wish i would stop getting so easily disappointed. i wish i wouldn’t get sad all the time. i wish things just wouldn’t upset me. i don’t like admitting that things hurt my feelings. i don’t like to admit that there are just days that i can’t handle. i don’t like to think about the fact that i’m not really all that strong. i don’t want to know that...
this is my quiet song. i love dave matthews.
i really really wanted to go to dollywood. sad day.
actually, i don’t wish you were bad at all. i’m really glad you’re the person you are. but let’s jus try harder, okay?
i freaking hate traffic. and turkey creek at christmas. and rain. and stupid, selfish drivers. i guarentee your time isn’t any more important than the rest of ours, and i hope you get in a pretty little fender bender for Christmas.
hey, you!
stop feeling sorry for yourself. just go live your life.
i wonder what would happen if i said everything that crossed my mind. like when someone says something to me, or asks me a question, i wish i would just say whatever i want to say, completely unedited, with no sugar coating. i don’t think i’d like myself so much. i know other people wouldn’t like me so much. but i’m pretty sure that we all think a lot about what we say...
this is adorable.
Today, I walked into my small house and on my piano there were pieces of tape with numbers on them. I’ve been playing piano ever since I was little and I love it. There was a note attached that said play the keys in order, indicated on the tape. when I started playing, I realized I was playing the wedding march about halfway through I hit a key that wouldn’t play, I opened the lid and...
good news! i really have been overdramatic. the world is not actually ending. again, success!
success :)
I have lost so much sleep over college decisions here lately.
MTSU, UTC. seven letters. two schools. one decision.
i wish i could say i’m leaning towards one, but God, you’ve got them pretty darn equal right now. Any sign would be really great right now.
I just don’t want to get there and realize it’s not where i’m supposed to be.
am i just not supposed to...
i really wish i could find my confidence again.
: )
this morning i noticed that I dream music. I somewhat woke up three times during the night, and each time i woke up, i could hear a different song until i was fully awake. and then the song was stuck in my head. i thought i had my ipod in or my radio was on. nope, neither one. i wonder how long this has been going on in my sleep. i can’t say that i’m the least bit surprised.
what is important in life?
1. well, God obviously. Actually, I should probably scratch out that “obviously.” i don’t think it’s so obvious to everyone. but anyways, God. God’s will. Not mine.
2. Joy/Happiness. I know joy and happiness are two different things. I am fully aware of this. I know that bad things happen. I know that not everything in life will make you...
dear God,
i’m done fighting. i will lost this argument anyways, so i’m just going to go ahead and give up. and give it all to you. cause that’s the best thing i can do.
love, me.